heidi chronicles: Living in Love

Saturday, March 9, 2019

Living in Love

Living in Love is risky; it's openly vulnerable, and the challenge is to stay centered in possibilities while staying centered in the midst of fear. Love will hold me and guide me if I let it.

I've slept more hours than I've been awake most days, and since Sunday I have felt as though I've been hibernating. When I am awake, I'm emotionally raw and thinking is difficult - I've become the queen of wrong turns and misplaced nouns.

The sauna helps. Swimming is the only exercise that I can do, so I do that for a bit. Yesterday I was worn out after 300 yards.

1. Loyalty.
2. Forbearance: self-control towards others.
3. Hardihood.
4. Generosity: not just a simple matter of giving away what one has, but "Largitas in a man caused him to set no store on greed or gifts, and to have nothing but contempt for bribes."
5. Benevolence. The Davidic ethic: It is the strongest quality of the preudomme - benevolence of the strong toward the weak.
6. Honor: honor is achieved by living up to the ideal of the preudomme and pursuing the qualities and behavior listed above.

7. Championship: everywhere and always be the champion of the Right and the Good against Injustice and Evil.

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