heidi chronicles: Balance

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Balance

As bad as the custody change is for me, she is taking it worse - tears and clinging and feeling guilty and begging me to tell "them" that she changed her mind.
What a terrible thing to do to a five year old.
The only thing I know to do is to love her, tell her so, and find a counselor.

Believe it or not, I am finding some equilibrium.

Love is greater than fear.
Love holds me and unites me with my world, an unbreakable bond that supports me.
No mere piece of paper can affect love.
Love is greater.

1. Loyalty.
2. Forbearance: self-control towards others.
3. Hardihood.
4. Generosity: not just a simple matter of giving away what one has, but "Largitas in a man caused him to set no store on greed or gifts, and to have nothing but contempt for bribes."
5. Benevolence. The Davidic ethic: It is the strongest quality of the preudomme - benevolence of the strong toward the weak.
6. Honor: honor is achieved by living up to the ideal of the preudomme and pursuing the qualities and behavior listed above.

7. Championship: everywhere and always be the champion of the Right and the Good against Injustice and Evil.

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