heidi chronicles: Brain Fog

Sunday, July 11, 2021

Brain Fog

Being an academic with a TBI is bizarre, weird, and unsettling. Like Billy Pilgrim, I came unstuck in time at the moment of my injury. A. H. Reaume writes beautifully and accurately about the atemporal condition emanating from a neurodivergent temporal lobe, and I love her for it.

What if we need to spend our energy tracing the future? Analyzing the not yet?

That is craft theory. A naming of a thing to call it into being. A kind of summoning.

1. Loyalty.
2. Forbearance: self-control towards others.
3. Hardihood.
4. Generosity: not just a simple matter of giving away what one has, but "Largitas in a man caused him to set no store on greed or gifts, and to have nothing but contempt for bribes."
5. Benevolence. The Davidic ethic: It is the strongest quality of the preudomme - benevolence of the strong toward the weak.
6. Honor: honor is achieved by living up to the ideal of the preudomme and pursuing the qualities and behavior listed above.

7. Championship: everywhere and always be the champion of the Right and the Good against Injustice and Evil.

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